Saturday, April 02, 2011

been awhile...


It's been awhile since my last post. Too many things have happened in my life. I am now temporarily living in Las Vegas undergoing yet another cancer treatment. This will be my 3rd diagnosis. My treatment for this one is not so bad, and the fact that I have my two sisters here to help me out and to spend time with, my treatment is going a little easier. It scares me sometimes since this is my 3rd diagnosis that I might not make it through but I was told I have 85% chance of survival so the prognosis is not so depressing and gives me a little hope that I may be allowed to live longer (10-20 years I hope). I guess the thing that is sad about dying is missing out on some of the things you love (e.g., flowers, music, ocean), and of course the people you love. For me, I really didn't think about myself, I thought mostly about the people I have to leave behind. I wonder if it's the same for other people in the same situation...

seems like only yesterday...

I can't believe I'm going through another cancer treatment since the last time I posted here.