Monday, September 09, 2013

please give me strength to...

avoid all temptations and allow me the self control I need to survive the day. After 3 cancer diagnosis it's very difficult to think positive and remain strong. There are more days when I feel like giving up and play dead under the blanket--ignoring everything around me. I will be 53 years old this month--I can't help but think that this may be my last birthday. What to do...

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

a love story...

that begins on a special/unexpected day/night feeling surprised/overwhelmed/warm/confused/amazed--what feelings were you feeling--was it love at first sight--was it something else that made it so special...when you close your eyes and think of love, whom do you see...

Monday, August 26, 2013

tests and more tests...

medical follow ups are always a nerve-racking experience--what will they find this time--will I be OK... Please God, let this exam be free of tumor and allow me more days on this earth--if that is your will then let it be done

Tuesday, July 09, 2013

Missing you...

at night as I retire....in the morning when I wake...when the rain falls...when I discover new things