Tuesday, September 20, 2011
I (once again) find myself in the proverbial catch 22 situation. I really hate the feeling of having to do something I don't want to do! I just hope I made the right decision (or maybe not). Duh! Why do I even wonder...either way I lose!
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
This month, I will be a year older and hopefully...wiser. My life nowadays have been centered towards education...I keep telling myself to stop and just live an easy life (without research papers), but I just can't seem to find the right time to quit. Big decisions during the past three months from changing jobs to purchasing a home--just can't seem to make the long-term commitment.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
After residing in Vegas for a few months, find myself playing Bingo no less than twice a week! I tried growing tomatoes but they all died from extreme heat...good thing I don't plan to live in Vegas for good or I might have to attend one of those Gambler's meetings...
Saturday, April 02, 2011
It's been awhile since my last post. Too many things have happened in my life. I am now temporarily living in Las Vegas undergoing yet another cancer treatment. This will be my 3rd diagnosis. My treatment for this one is not so bad, and the fact that I have my two sisters here to help me out and to spend time with, my treatment is going a little easier. It scares me sometimes since this is my 3rd diagnosis that I might not make it through but I was told I have 85% chance of survival so the prognosis is not so depressing and gives me a little hope that I may be allowed to live longer (10-20 years I hope). I guess the thing that is sad about dying is missing out on some of the things you love (e.g., flowers, music, ocean), and of course the people you love. For me, I really didn't think about myself, I thought mostly about the people I have to leave behind. I wonder if it's the same for other people in the same situation...