Monday, June 11, 2012

for the past two days...


...I have been feeling all kinds of emotions from sadness to feeling empty with questions in my head I can't seem to find the right answers to--have I done enough, am I sincere in loving the people around me, how can I tell if I am, have I reached my full potential, and so on. Today, however, I've been feeling empty inside...does this mean that I miss my husband that I have not seen for six months now? Or does it mean that I'm lonely and need to go out there more and spend time with the people that I know? Is it because I'm stressing out about the issues I face everyday in running the household/family? Could it be that I'm worried about my follow-up appointment at the Cancer Institute scheduled for tomorrow? Whatever it is, I need to get rid of this feeling...
Emptyness